Just thinking

Ever wonder what goes through a person's mind when all he can think about is the past and what could have been? Missed opportunities and crushed hearts!!! Present day life has gotten to be mundane and boring...what cna be done to spice life. A sexy friend with no inhibitions about sexuality would bring some spunk inot this life. Could it be?!?! The seduction thing is not working so agressiveness and charm is the next step!

Still unwell

My baby girl is still not well and it makes me crazy. She is 1/3 of my whole life and I cannot accept the fact that she is sick. Her fever conitues to burn and she remains quiet and reserved. WHEN WILL SHE GET WELL?

What Could Have Been Lost

No one knows the true meaning of love until you gaze into the eyes of your own creation. Many take for granted the one true love of a person's life. When that bright spot in a person's life is extinguished there are no words to describe the pain and loss. The experience of possibly losing that light and living in the dark is almost inexplainable.

Knowing what could have been lost if not for the breath of life given by another, I know I could not go on. Like an earth with no light, a home with no love, summers with no sun, Christmas with no tree, birthdays with no candles, my life would have been nothing if the light I love and crave was gone.

I thank the higher power that enabled the light to be rekindled in my love, for the sake of my other two lights, that I can go on knowing my smallest light is still burning.

Who Knew

Who knew it would happen. Life was fine and dandy, as far as I could tell, and then WHAM!!! The memories were so intense I couldn't fathom how I tried to suppress them. The smell was unique and exciting, the imagery that was conjured up was no different than remembered, and the feelings ofdesire crept back into focus. How quickly things can change. Decisions to think about and choices to be made. Who Knew?